December 2010
it may not be my weekend, but its gonna be my year
this year is coming to a close, and holy shit. so many things have happened, and so many things have changed. this time last year i was a 15 year old freshman, i still felt like i didnt belong and i still didnt have many friends. everything is so different. i really changed a lot in the past years, found out who my true friends were, and met some amazing people. twenty ten was a growing process...
fucking up is expected of us
we’re teenagers, so why dont we act like them. this is the time in our lives when we should be having fun, fuckin up, and learning from our mistakes. so why dont we act like that. everyone i know is so caught up with the drama and being upset about being dumped by their boyfriend. we should be care free and laid back and not give two shits about anything, because the fact is that we’re...
i need a change
i dont really know what to write on here anymore, i keep buying myself time by posting pictures and reblogging and quotes, but i just feel like theres nothing left to say. mostly because i feel empty on the inside. i cant find anything in my heart or in my mind to possibly write about. my life is unfulfilled at the moment, i need something new. i need something to entertain me, i need a change. im...
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“Tomorrow, I’ll fake a smile. I’ll hold up my head and pretend to laugh without...”
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three can keep a secret if two of them is dead
ive always been the type of person people come to. many people come to me with problems or when they need advise on something, im totally okay with that. i love knowing that people feel like they can come to me. ive also never been the person to go around telling people my problems. its not that i have some sort of wall up and i block people out, but i just dont advertise my personal problems. and...
pure rage
i am a very happy person, all of the time. i have the patience of a saint, and i can handle almost any situation with a calm attitude. it takes a lot to fluster me or get me pissed off. and i can honestly say i cant think of a time when i have ever truly been angry. not just a little annoyed or ticked off; but punch the wall, scream your head off anger.
today was the first time i ever felt that....
i missed you, tumblr
woahhcuneoo:
in these bodies we will live in these bodies we will die and where you invest your love you invest your life
— awake my soul by mumford and sons <3
its not all happily ever after
i know you will read this, and probably soon. but i feel as if i need to say it on here, because on hear im prolonging the responce from you, and the inevitable fight we will have because of it. i can say it on here with no responce, no interuptions, and no opinions. at least until you read it.
i need someone who i can take home to my parents, who i can show off in the hallways, and who i can go...
i didnt drown
soooo, i had my first swim meet today. and i didnt drown; which is a positive. and even though we lost i definetly did better then i thought i would do, so thats good tooo. my mom thinks i cant handle swim, because its so late at night and tiring, but its kind of perfect for me. its the best workout ever, and even though i would be sleeping when im at swim, it gets me doing something instead of...
superwomen
ever since the first day of freshman year i have been trying to do everything. i have been trying to get the full “highschool” experience, the sports, friends, parties. everything. its harder then it sounds. between different commitees and student council and clubs, and sports. my homework time is extremely limited. ontop of that i volenteer on the weekends, so i cant just put stuff...